64 days and counting.

We have reached that part of the year when the short days and long nights start to wear on me.  Just kind of mess with my psyche.  You, too?  

Mid-January every year, I will google "how many days until spring", and come up with stuff like you see in the above picture.  Brings me a bit of hope.

And I start dreaming of camping.  The man of my dreams and I love to go camping.  43 years of marriage has included many camping trips.  Which is kind of remarkable considering the first few years of camping included some challenging trips.  Let's be honest, we had some completely miserable experiences that sucked the fun right out of life.   It's kind of remarkable we're even still married, not to mention still camping.  

One of our first camping trips was at the Ottawa County Fishing Lake in 1976. We  borrowed my sister's old pop-up tent trailer for the weekend and took our precious 6 month old baby girl on her first camping trip.  It was pretty dog-gone exciting to be sleeping sort of indoors instead of on the floor of a leaky tent.  After setting it up a few feet from the lake shore, we tucked our baby into a cozy bed on one end of the pop-up,  and crawled into our own bed on the other side.  Probably no more than 4 feet away from her.  Tiny little tent trailer. Which eased my mind that we'd be close by if she cried. Practically arms length.  

Regardless of the local weather forecast, camping in Kansas often involves a little rain.  This particular trip was no exception.  The usual loud impressive display of lightning and thunder was accompanied by torrential rains and of course wind.  The storm woke us up and we were just so very happy to be inside a warm, dry pop-up trailer.  Shortly after the storm began we heard our little girl crying and as was our custom we let her cry for just a little bit thinking she'd go back to sleep.  Well that was not to happen so I got out of bed and reached over to her bed to comfort her.  But I couldn't seem to reach her.  She was screaming bloody murder by that time and I asked DeWayne if he could reach her.  

He couldn't reach her.   We couldn't see her when the lightning flashed enough to light up the trailer. (yes, a flashlight would have been a brilliant thing to have that night)  The baby continued to scream, from some unknown location. How do you lose a 6 month old baby inside a miniscule pop-up tent trailer?  I started to scream too.  One frightened mommy.

Not really knowing where else to look, and with panic setting in, we finally left the camper and went outside into the pouring torrential rain.  As we walked around to the side of the camper closest to the rising lakewater, there was our crying baby.  Somehow while in her bed she had rolled up against the canvas wall of the trailer and slid out between the bed and the canvas, dropping probably 3 feet onto the wet rainy ground.  No injuries, just wet and cold.  I can't describe the relief we felt to hold her close and know she was unharmed.  

My memory of the rest of that night is vague but I wouldn't be a bit surprised if we just packed up in the car and drove back home to sleep.  That's the perk of camping 8 miles from home.  There were probably more trips home to sleep than mornings when we woke up still at the lake in our early years of camping.  

And still....we camp.  Sometimes we even take a flashlight.

  

Are you wondering what this lovely picture is?  I took it last year while on a camping trip.  At a campground sewage dump station.  A few feet from this scene the hubby was emptying our holding tank.  Campers can find the beauty in just about anything.   And endure just about anything.  To quote the man of my dreams, "You just gotta have a sense of adventure."  And I might add.....an RV helps. 

Sixty four days.  In a few minutes the clock strikes midnight and it will be sixty three days.  I just want to go camping.  

Ebay lessons and Cabbage.

It's been a week of education for Simply B in the fine art of using Ebay to purchase stuff.  I'm a relative newby, just mainly buying stuff outright and not bidding on it.  But this week I decided to bid on Castillian plates to add to the 2 that were given to me from my mom's kitchen.   And I learned a vital lesson.   Once you place a bid on an Ebay item, you may well win that bid.  And once you win that bid....well....you pay for the item and it's yours.  It's a contract of sorts.  I guess I thought I'd win the bid then be able to decide if I really wanted them.  So far I have 10 Castillian plates.  There may be more on the way, who knows.  I kind of got carried away once the bidding started.  Wow.  No biggie.  I guess.  Haven't checked our bank account balance.  Perhaps I should.  😅

So anyway, today I find myself surrounded by dinner plates that remind me of my sweet mom.  Submerged in nostalgia thanks to an Ebay oops.  

For several years of our early married life we lived next door to my mom.  From the time our children were born until they were 9 and 6, we were neighbors. Mom was our babysitter while I worked at the local hospital, and it was just the best set up ever. Win/win for all of us. The girls formed a really close bond with Mom, and I know it was a blessing for  Mom to have them there.  She was widowed at 57 and I think my girls gave her a lot of needed love and laughter.  And she reciprocated.  

Those years were such a treasure.  It was a delight to live next door to her.  

Often I'd hear the phone ring and answer it to hear Mom say something like "You just have to come over here and taste this dish I made for my supper".  I didn't really have to ask the ingredients because always it was some sort of vegetable dish.   That woman loved her veggies.  One of her favorite sandwiches was two pieces of buttered bread with sliced onions between.  Yeah, I can't embrace that one, not at all.   

I'll admit that during my formative years, I wasn't always on the same page as my mom when it came to her taste in food.  Turnips, celery, radishes, cucumbers, onions.... just to name a few.  She really never met a vegetable she didn't like.  Kind of like I am with, uh, cookies.  

Mom also loved cabbage.  Dad did not love cabbage.  Dad did not even like cabbage. Let's get to the point, Dad detested cabbage.  Mom loved to just boil up wedges of cabbage and then top it with  butter and salt/pepper.  On days she did this, Dad would walk in the door, breathe in the scent of cooked cabbage, and say "Who died in here? Did someone get sick?".  Such a tender family moment.  😁


My taste buds have morphed over the years and I now find myself loving vegetables of all sorts.  As well as, uh, cookies.  

Cabbage and I have kissed and made up.  Last year sometime I came across a recipe on Pinterest for Unstuffed Cabbage Rolls.  Tweaked it a little and it has become a favorite for me and the hubby.  Seriously, he begs me to make it!!  So easy, so quick, and the leftovers are fabulous.  And, bonus, it's kind of healthy-ish.  It's kind of like comfort food and perfect for cold winter evenings.  So I thought I'd share it with you:

Unstuffed Cabbage Rolls

1 pound ground beef

1 pound sausage (like Jimmy Dean's regular) (or just use all ground beef if you like) (but it's tastier with sausage)

1 large onion, chopped

2 - 4 cloves of garlic, minced (mmmm good, you can never have too much garlic)

1 bag of shredded cole slaw mix (the kind with carrots in it) (16 oz, I think)

2 (14 oz) cans of diced tomatoes

1 (8 oz) can of tomato sauce

1/2 cup beef broth, or chicken broth, or veggie broth. (can add more if desired)

2 tsp salt

1 tsp ground black pepper

1/2 tsp Old Bay seasoning (or celery salt, paprika) (or any seasoning salt type stuff you might have on hand)

1/2 tsp red pepper flakes

Heat a Dutch oven or a large skillet.  Brown the beef and sausage together, with the garlic and onion added.  Drain the grease.  Add the cole slaw mix, tomatoes, tomato sauce, broth, seasonings.  Bring it to a boil.  Put a lid on it and let it simmer 30 minutes or until the cabbage is cooked to suit you.  

I serve it over rice.  Not necessary to do so, but I like it that way.  

And it's really a meal in one pan.  Can't beat that!  Maybe just add, uh,  cookies for dessert and you're good to go.  

One recipe may or may not make 10 Castillian plates worth of food.  But I am so excited for my next big family meal to use these new treasures.  Who knows, there may be more plates by then.  Party at B's!!  

HGTV and contentment

Do you watch HGTV?  House Hunters, Flip or Flop, or my favorite Fixer Upper? I'm guessing you have watched at least one episode of these shows, as well as perhaps Property Brothers, HH International, etc.  I'll be honest, I love to watch this channel.  No real political undertones, no real drama, and no disgusting commercials that would make you hope your grandkids aren't watching, and make you wish you weren't watching.  Ick.  (talking about you, Sports Networks).  HGTV is just stuff about home.  Home is a precious topic for most everyone.  

House Hunters does kind of rattle my cage sometimes, though.  Do these folks walking through these homes ever stop to think that the same features and decor that are on their "must haves" list will soon, VERY soon, be seen as ghastly and outdated?  Someday someone may perhaps walk into their new beautiful home and gasp in horror at their outdated granite countertops and "open concept".  Like probably within 5 years of purchase if I'm a betting person.  Makes me shake my head.  

In 2006 we made a trip to Guatemala for a few days.  One of the days our group took a tour bus from Guatemala City to Antigua.  The driver did a great job of making sure we got a good picture of life in Guatemala.  It's a beautiful country with beautiful people, and the city of Antigua is fascinating.  Before we arrived in the historical area of Antigua we drove through a residential area.  The driver stopped in a couple places so we could see how the locals live.  

This picture depicts a typical neighborhood for the average Guatemalan family according to our driver.  We saw enough areas of similar living conditions that I believe him.  

I want to show you a picture of another home there:

Are you wondering where the home is?  It's the structure with corrugated metal walls and door, and a large gap between the wall and corrugated tin roof.  There was an electrical extension cord draped over the wall.  My picture taking didn't include the entire structure.  Because my eyes, and my heart, were drawn to this part of the scene:

A little boy opening the door to his home.  This is where he lives.  This is home. This is precious to him.  If you look closely you can see a gorgeous smile.  What a beautiful child.  The word "contentment" comes to mind.  Don't get me wrong, life in Guatemala is difficult and the living conditions are often tragic.  My heart broke many times during the days we were there.

But contentment shouldn't depend upon circumstances.  Or granite countertops. Or square feet of living space.  "....I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances." Phil 4:11.  (I would emphasize the word "learned")   

"For if we have food and clothing, we will be content with that."  1 Tim 6:8.  

My favorite scripture on the subject is found in Hebrews 13:5 "Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said:  Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."  What more could we possibly need?  

Contentment is possible.  Might need to turn off HGTV to achieve it, though. 

Odd treasures & remarkable gadgetry

I'll start this post with the "remarkable gadgetry" section of the title.  

We moved into this house and found these toilet paper holders.  

 

These qualify as remarkable because you simply slide the toilet paper roll onto the rod.  No need to dislodge a spring loaded, annoying toilet paper holder rod, reload a new roll, and then struggle to push that spring loaded bar back over before the new roll flies off.  Quick, easy, and eliminates the need for ugly loud verbiage leaving your lips.  Possibly in the middle of the night when you're trying to just sleep through a trip to the bathroom.  

One could also say this gadget could be remarkable in eliminating the need for undue stress in relationships.   Even preventing marriage counseling, divorce court, possibly justifiable homicide.  See the pictures below:

 Everyone has their opinion on how the 
toilet paper should be placed on the rod, but here's mine.  And it's the right opinion.  😀  I'm not going to describe why I'm right because to me it seems obvious.  

How does this gadget save marriages?  Because before you have time to mumble "who put the toilet paper on wrong" under your breath you can just whip that roll off the rod and quickly turn it around.  You can even sleep through the whole process.  I can testify.  Bottom line:  It no longer matters how the toilet paper is placed on its holder!! Remarkable!!!

And now for the odd treasures section of this post:

At first glance this just seems like a random collection of insignificance.  Not so in B's simple world.  These are treasures handed down from my mother's kitchen to me after her death in 1993.  The plates are her last purchase from one of the dinnerware sales that Boogaarts had back in the day.  You know, you spent X amount of dollars on groceries and got a plate real cheap?  I love this plate pattern but she only was able to buy a couple plates before her health failed and she passed away.   I've found selections of this particular pattern of dinnerware (see the picture of the back of the plate for details)  on EBAY and someday I may choose to part with the coins required to purchase the rest of the set.  In the meantime, on special meals for me and my beloved I pull these two plates out.         The knives and fork were part of the free gifts you would get at the Citizen's National Bank when you deposited money in savings.  Clearly Mom didn't have a lot of money to deposit as these are the only gifts she received.  But these are awesome knives!  She probably got them back in the 1970's and they are still sharp and quite useful.  You can't underestimate the value of a good knife.  My favorite  one of my favorite sons-in-law and I were just discussing this fact when we were preparing the Christmas meal last week.  Yes, WE!!  He's an awesome cook!!

Next I give you this quirky treasure:

 The coolest, most useful pie spatula ever.  Note the subtle serrated edge for slicing the pie, and the sharp pokey-deals that are good for, well, mainly stabbing your fingers when you try to remove it from the dishwasher rack.  

But my favorite part of this treasure is the words engraved on the spatula:  FARMERS ELEVATOR CO.  Niles, Kansas.  Is there still an elevator in Niles, Kansas?  If there is, it's probably the last remaining business in that small stop in the road.  Back in the first decade or so of my parents' married life they resided just a couple miles down the road from Niles and bought groceries there.  Niles probably never qualified as a booming town of any sort, but it's sure enough just a stop in the road now.  Many folks belonging to my family heritage are buried in the cemetery there.  

Yesterday we spent the day with our youngest daughter and my favorite son in law one of my favorite sons-in-law.  Playing games.  And to  my sheer delight we used this, the most precious of my collection of quirky treasures:

My dad's old set of dominoes.  Circa 1960 or so.  Check out the red duct tape that holds the original packaging together and has held up for decades.  And we use a rubber band to close it as the original snap is history.   I can't even begin to tell you all the wonderful memories this set of dominoes generates.  So many hands have touched these dominoes.  If these dominoes could talk, they'd tell you about a lot of laughs and fun times.  And I might add, a lot of "you played that wrong" from my Dad. 

Before the days of more than 3 fuzzy-pictured TV stations to watch, we spent a lot, let me emphasize A LOT OF TIME playing dominoes.  It's a 4-person game and often I was the 5th person so the other 4 were subjected to listening to me play piano while they played.  

Or while they'd play dominoes, I'd lose myself in something like this:

This was my Mom's favorite way to pass time. ONLY Dell brand crosswords, no substitutes.   And let me tell you, that woman was flat out a word wizard.  Sure there were pages of solutions to the puzzle in the back of the book.  Believe me when I tell  you:  SHE DIDN'T NEED THEM!!!  The last time I walked into my Mom's house to visit her before she passed away, she was sitting as usual in her recliner doing a crossword puzzle.  She looked up from her puzzle book and her smiling face lit up at the sight of me coming through her door.   "Well Hi there Bunny it's so good to see  you".  That is a picture in my mind that I don't want to ever lose.  Wow, I miss her.  Little teary even right now as I write these words.  

Life's simple pleasures, handed down from my mom and dad.  Odd treasures. From quirky folks.  And I might add the remarkable gadgetry of the above toilet paper holder could have possibly eliminated an argument or two in my childhood home.   For the life of me I can't recall which way they wanted the toilet paper hung.  But the fact remains....my opinion on the subject is correct.  Period.  👍

Winter blues? Maybe it's time to visit an island.

It's not officially winter yet but some of the coldest temperatures of the year have descended upon us Kansans.    Temperatures that can bring a squeaky whine from even the toughest of us.  Probably need to exclude myself from that "toughest of us" group.  I just want to be near the fireplace with a cup of coffee and a good book.  I was designed to hibernate.  

I'd like to give you something to at least dream about.   Sanibel Island, Florida.  A slice of heaven off the gulf coast near Fort Myers (which in itself is another lovely spot for a getaway,  but it is just a bit more lively & commercial).  

View from our rental condo, 2010, at Oceans Reach Resort.  Screened-in lanai.  Bliss, I tell ya. 

In 2010 we were looking for a place to take a vacation for our May anniversary and decided on Sanibel from some friends' recommendation.  No buildings over 4 stories high and no street lighting (think very starry nights on a beautiful island)  It's a decidedly quiet and wonderful place.  Very family friendly.  Lots of seashells, and there is a wildlife refuge that is quite nice.  Bike path over the entire island.  Historic lighthouse.  Plenty of restaurants and groceries, although it's best to shop for most of your food before you cross the bridge to Sanibel.  And you can always cross back over that bridge any time and be in Fort Myers. Easy peasy.  

But really, it's all about the beaches.  White sand between your toes.  Sea shells in abundance.   Beautiful warm gulf waters.  Sunshine.  Vitamin D therapy at its best.  One walk onto the lanai of your oceanside room with gorgeous view of the beach and relaxation commences.  Smiles form. You might never want to leave.  Ahhhhhhh.  

This is  Oceans Reach Condominiums, looking back at the building from the seashore.   The island of Sanibel is off the beaten path, and Oceans Reach is even further off the beaten path.  It's well away from the main road on the island.  So very quiet and serene.   It is not inexpensive.  And condos generally require that you stay one full week.  Oceans Reach is mid-range price wise.   And there many other options for oceanside lodging with a variety of prices.  

Winter is the priciest season, and truly the most wonderful time to travel to most anywhere in Southern Florida.  Summer is a good (less expensive) option for anywhere in Florida.  But having a good time in Florida's summer heat does require that you enjoy sweat.  Your own sweat.  Others' sweat.  Take a hat, too, because your hair will be just nasty awful. Side note:  you will likely never see these people again, and they look/smell just as bad as you.  Chill out.  👍  

We took a dolphin tour, and we drove over to the Everglades for an airboat ride.  Other than that, for one full week we walked the beaches.  We rode bikes on the island.   We read books.  We cooked our own food in the condo and ate out at fun places a couple nights.  But the bulk of our time was spent on the beach in total relaxation.  It.  Was.  Heaven.  

 Walked miles along the beach, and wrote our initials in the sand.  That's as clever as we get when it comes to sand art.

When we pried ourselves from the beaches and headed back to the Sunflower State, we vowed that every single year we would again go to Sanibel on our anniversary.  That was 2010.  This is 2016.  Though we have made a couple trips to the NW Florida coast (Destin/So Walton) and really loved that area, we haven't been able to take a trip back to Sanibel. Yet.  These frigid Kansas temperatures and gale force winds may just dictate a winter vacation.  Hey, sometimes you can get really good last minute deals.  Hmmm.  Think I just figured out what I want for Christmas, Mr. DeWayne.  

  

Goodnight, Sanibel.  

P.S.   Just for the record, the Destin/South Walton Beaches area is gorgeous, offers really beautiful places to stay, lots to do, and is a bit more populated.  But the temperatures are enough cooler in the winter that it doesn't have the same appeal to me for a wintertime escape as Sanibel does.  

Capturing Time

If you’re old enough you should remember the day when taking a photograph involved quite the procedure. My mom had what I think was a Kodak Brownie camera (? maybe) that she was ecstatic about. The process was slow. Film to buy at a store and then load into the camera. Then you had to remember to advance the film after taking the picture or risk double exposures. And the blinding flash that was so easy to forget to use, and of course when you really needed it you’d learn the bulb was burned out. Yes, little bitty light bulbs. Yes, we had to replace them. Yes, in a CAMERA, children of today!!! Then you had to use up all the film before having the pictures processed. Which always resulted in random shots of nothingness. Often we had more random nothings than good pictures. 

Back in those days in order to even look at the picture you just took it required printing them, which was a 10 day-2 week process.  You waited all that time, sifted through  12 to 24 to 36 to 48 prints for possibly that ONE picture you really wanted to see.  And often, every stinking one of them was icky and unusable.  Useful only for gag gifts or the like.

Photography was just not that easy back in the day. A good picture was a priceless treasure. Fast forward to today. Wow what a difference. Digital imaging has simplified the life of photo lovers.  I’m happy saying goodbye to the days of film rolls & cartridges. So much easier to look at the picture you’ve taken in a little screen and simply slap the delete button to erase it. Or push another button and crop out your wide hips and thighs. Ah, the bliss of the edit feature. So much easier to store the pictures on your computer, or have them quickly printed.   So much easier that perhaps we forget just how precious pictures really are.

Recently I was in a conversation with a friend who was criticizing an elderly family member for going overboard taking pictures. “He will take 100 shots of the same thing, then move on to another object and take 100 more shots.” To me, that’s just no big deal. Especially when the objects in the pictures are people, family....let’s get to the point: GRANDCHILDREN!! Or puppies. Or whatever your heart desires. Whatever your heart desires. Think about it. Why do we take pictures? I think it’s an attempt to stop time. To capture a moment. When that moment has long passed by and you can no longer hug that person, or talk to that person, or be in the same place with that person.....you can look at a photo and still have the same emotion you had when the picture was taken. It’s as close as we can humanly get to capturing time. What a blessing to have pictures.

Benton & Bunny.  1958.  "We'll go fishing when you're older, Bunny girl."

The picture above is one of only a handful of pictures of me with my dad. I so wish there were more. Only had him for 17 years of my life. One other picture that I possess is one of him and his old fishing friend with a stringer of fish. I’m in the picture, too, because he woke me up to show me what I’d missed out on when I opted to stay in bed instead of getting up at 6 am to go run our fishing lines with them on the river.  I would show you that picture but I was wearing my bath robe and my hair was bed head crazy. Seeing the stringer of fish was way too exciting to take the time to get dressed before heading out the front door. It’s all captured on film. Not a flattering picture, but the memory it brings to my mind is simply priceless. Memories. Priceless.

Take a picture. Or 100 pictures. Capture some time. Hold on to the memories.

Pretty sure this picture qualifies as priceless.   

Time captured.  

Moment to treasure.

Forever in a picture.  

One autumn evening

There's something about a sunset.  I've heard there's also something about a sunrise, too, but I'm far more likely to experience sunsets than sunrises.  

Every 24 hours the sun signs off for the day.  Some days it's just a quick goodnight with no kiss of beauty.  Other times God paints a sunset so beautiful it brings tears to my eyes. That's a fact.  Sometimes a sunset can take me away to one particular evening in 1970.  Kind of odd that one particular sunset has been etched permanently in my memory.  But it is.

My dad was still working for the Ottawa County Maintenance department, but he'd been moved from driving the large yellow Caterpillar road maintainer to the sign department. One of the tasks involved in this job was lighting warning flares every evening in road construction zones.  This was in the day before orange cones with reflective markings.   The flares were metal flat-bottomed spheres filled with oil with a wick extending from a hole in the top.  He would replenish them with oil and light them so that they burned all night to warn drivers of road dangers.  

On this particular fall evening Dad was getting ready to go out on flare duty and he asked me to go with him.  He hadn't been feeling all that well, and he asked me to drive the county pickup truck for him.  I had my restricted license that let me drive with an adult in the vehicle and boy did I love to drive, so of course I was ecstatic that he asked me.  And I readily said yes.   

We left our home in Minneapolis and headed east on 10th street toward Wells.  It was just a beautiful fall evening and the rolling hills were so pretty.  We drove on through Wells to the curve in the road that leads to Oak Hill.   The flares were just beyond that curve and I helped him get them set up and lit for the night. 

As we got back in the truck to head home, he said "It's such a nice evening, why don't we just drive through Vine Creek on the way home".   Always eager to exercise my driving skills, I of course agreed.  We made our way over to Vine Creek which by 1970 was a ghost town.   His childhood started in Vine Creek, and he pointed out where the landmarks of the town used to be.  By this time except for one small church and one home, there were only a few foundations here and there and a cemetery.  He had stories to share, and I listened.  I was 15, he was 62.  15 year old me didn't always listen. Peaceful moments like this were rare.  And priceless.  

Eventually we drove on and as we rounded a corner to head west,  the sun was setting with trees silhouetted against a stunning display of colors.  The hills were covered with large hay stacks and a windmill was visible in the midst of them.  I stopped the truck and said, "That is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen."  Dad agreed.  We sat there for a while and watched the sun drop over the horizon then we headed home.  

My father continued to not feel all that well and a few weeks after this evening drive he came home from seeing the doctor and told us he had bad news.  He had been diagnosed with leukemia.  As it turned out, it was the first day of his last two years of life.  Oh what those two years would involve.  I'm so very very glad I said yes to his request to go with him that one evening in the fall of 1970. 

Of course, this all happened in the days before taking a picture was as easy as pulling out your cell phone and snapping as many images as you'd like.  But a vivid image is there in my memory. Pretty sure it will always be there, no matter how many other memories escape me. Pretty sure the memory will always make a tear slide down my cheek.  

When I see a sunset even all these years later, it never fails to take me back to that one evening.  I thank God for that sunset.  I believe He was in our presence that evening, and He knew Dad and I needed that time together.  God could see the storm of life ahead of us,   And when I see beautiful sunsets now, it serves to remind me He's always present.  Always present to bring peace in the storm.   

Beautiful sunset many many years later while camping.
God speaks without saying a word. 

"The heavens declare the glory of God. The skies display his craftsmanship. Day after day they continue to speak; night after night they make him known. They speak without a sound or word; their voice is never heard."  Psalms 19:1‭-‬3 

Inexplicable mysteries of my gray matter. Subtitled: If I Only Had a Brain

As we watched the KU game against Stanford a few days ago, I wowed everyone in the room with my vast knowledge of Stanford's coach Jerod Haase and where he grew up, the two colleges where he played college ball, and his coaching history that began in North Carolina, as well as giving a brief verbal synopsis of the book he wrote titled "Floor Burns".   To clarify the facts, "everyone in the room" was merely myself, the hubby, and our dog.  In order of wowed-ness, the hubby was least wowed.  The dog came in at #2, and that just leaves me to top the list of most wowed by my vast knowledge.  

Why was I wowed?  Because I just do not comprehend what causes my brain to allow such trivial information (no offense, Mr. Haase) to so firmly adhere to my gray matter.  While letting really significant stuff slide ride on out.  

Would you like to know where I keep my Tupperware colander with convenient handle that I've owned since the early 1980's?  Me too!  I could have used it this evening as I prepared supper.  

I'd also like to share with you where my favorite long sleeved white jersey cardigan that I wear to work in the winter over my scrubs might be located.  In fact, if you know the answer to that, do let me know.  I need it.  

Then there's a key to a cabinet at work.  One day with me and it's history.  Poof!

One may be tempted to chalk this up to the natural effects of aging.  Perhaps to a degree, but to refute that hypothesis, I give you this picture:

The Lonely Sock Club, established in 1974 or so. I was young. Of course over the years there have been many socks come and go from this basket.  They stay until I declare them permanently lost from their matching sock and then I toss them. At which point their matching sock magically reappears.  Too late. 

One of my older sisters whose name starts with L wisely advised me that it's not necessary to wear matching socks anymore.  She's on the cutting edge of knowing what's what, so I've made an executive decision to close the Club. These socks are going back in my sock drawer. You may find me wearing a most unusual combination of socks from here on out.  I'm no slave to fashion.  Why stress over lost socks.  Especially when I've got SO many other things to look for.  

I'll put those socks away here in a minute.  Right now I'm watching the Wichita Shockers men's team play St Louis.  Did you know St. Louis coach Travis Ford was once a star for the Missouri Tigers and most recently coached at Oklahoma State before he was fired last season?  

Wow.  Just wow.   

Snowy happiness. In my own backyard and far, far away

There is snow in the forecast this week. First snow of the season?  We'll see.   Last year we had approximately 150 flakes of snow total during the winter here in the South of Kansas. But a couple of winters ago we were blessed with probably record amounts of snow. The ground was covered a lot of the winter. And I  made a new friend.

For several weeks when I went out on my back deck in the early morning, this beautiful deer would be wandering around behind our fence, probably looking for the critter corn I throw out for the squirrels and deer.  The deer clearly had sustained an injury or something to one of its knees, as it kind of limped around while walking.  I called her Bum-knee Bambi. While I stood on my deck, she would stand and look directly at me for really long periods of time.  Then she would assume this resting position and just lie there peacefully for hours.   Our friendship lasted a few months and then one day she wasn't around anymore.  Probably met up with the wrong crowd.  They were probably wearing orange hunting vests.  Venison happens.  No biggie.  

I'm not generally one who enjoys walking around in the snow.  For one thing, the idea of slipping, falling, breaking a bone just has very little appeal. I don't want to end up being "Bum-knee B".    However, a while back when I went to Weisbaden, Germany with the hubby while he was on a work trip, it was either get out and walk around in the cold snowy weather, or stay in the tiny hotel room and look out the tiny window at the tiny courtyard. I'm way too hyper for that nonsense, so I walked. Safely and successfully. 

One evening DeWayne and I decided to go out and find our way to a new-to-us restaurant that our friend Ruthie from Wichita had recommended.  The Stadl.   It wasn't in the town center, but rather in the residential section.  And it was about 1.5 miles one-way from our hotel.  So, we bundled up and ventured out into the dark while it lightly snowed. 

This is the neighborhood we walked through. (I took the pics  next day, just had to see the area in the daylight)  Isn't it cool? 

After walking way over 1.5 miles down what we believed to be the correct street, we gave up and decided to hoof it back to our hotel. Well, to be precise, the mister thought it wise to give up our search. I wasn't ready to give it up, and probably whined a bit.  Hey, it's what I do from time to time. 

As we walked back down the same street we'd just traveled, we were in complete darkness except for the window lights coming from the homes along the way.  I let myself gaze at these homes with warmly lit windows and imagine happy families inside their homes, sitting at the dinner table.  Or maybe they were fighting over the toilet paper being hung on its holder wrong, who knows.  

After a bit, as I was gazing  at the beautiful homes I noticed a small dimly lit sign on the lower level of one of the high rise residential buildings, actually more like below ground level.  Sure enough, we finally found our destination.  Easily missed on our first trip down this street.  The sign was dimly lit and the windows were totally dark.  I convinced DeWayne that yes, we really did need to go up and at least look in the windows.  As we opened the gate and walked toward the window to peer in, the door suddenly opened and the owner of the restaurant appeared.  She spoke pretty decent English, and told us that she was just now opening up for the evening and we would need reservations.  We explained that our American friend had recommended the Stadl. And she suddenly had a change of heart, saying "Come on in." 

We entered the door and descended a few steps down into a room that was in the building's cellar with a quite low rough beamed ceiling. The entire restaurant had two small rooms, one that would hold about 15 people, and then a larger back room for a group of 35.  

Being the first diners, we sat at a table in the small room and looked over the German menu.  Luckily it had English sub-titles.  Topfenpalatschinken. Yes, that was one of the words on the menu that definitely required English subtitle. Delicious dessert!! Schnitzel was good, too.

As we waited for our food to be served the diners with reservations started pouring into the tiny restaurant.  One group of four men sat at a table right next to us, ordered beer, pulled out a large notebook and a deck of cards and began playing an intense card game of some sort.  No gambling or anything, just a regular game.  Could have been Pitch or Pinochle.  But apparently they documented the Win/Loss records in the large notebook. It was a big deal, people.  SERIOUS business from the looks on their faces.   One of the 4 was in charge of writing in the book after every game was completed.  I'm not sure they ever ordered food.  

The little Stadl became a lively little place and we enjoyed observing the local folks in their natural habitat.  After our meal we ventured back out onto the snowy sidewalks in the dark and made our way back to the hotel.  No broken hips, no slipping and sliding.  

And I'm more than okay with the snowy forecast for this week.  Bring it.  I can stay in my warm home and enjoy the view if I so choose.  And maybe, just maybe, a new friend will appear behind our fence.  

From shelf life to finish line.

For the past few years every August when I celebrate my birthday, I do what probably many of you my age do.... wonder how many more birthdays I'll be blessed to celebrate.  My dad's life ended when he was 64.  At the time I was 17 and thought "at least Dad had a good long life".  Ha.  64 is so very very young. The closer I get to it, the younger it seems. 

And then I ponder what my life will look like as the years pass.  Probably many of you do the same.  It's not that I lose sleep while pondering, or even feel any real anxiety over the subject.  But I do wonder from time to time what my "best if used by" date might be.  😁 Shelf life, if you will.

Right now I still feel like the baby of the family, young at heart and still struggling to go ahead and grow up already.  The mirror tells me otherwise. And the fact that my oldest child is 40 (FORTY) tells me that time has been whizzing on by.  And that I'm.....uh.....not young anymore.   

In a conversation with one of my sisters recently we were visiting about the change in family dynamics that comes with aging.  As young mothers, our roles involved daily action.  We were intertwined in every day of our family's life.  And that continued on for years, decades even.  Then slowly, subtly, the roles change.  It's not a bad change, don't get me wrong.  But we go from being active participants to less active participants to eventually (hopefully) much-loved spectators.  At that point, we kind of get put on a shelf and only come down from the shelf as desired/needed by our younger family members.  And again, this is not necessarily a bad change.   A lot of enjoyment can occur while on that shelf if we have the right perspective.  We still have great value and still have a lot to offer to others while on the shelf. 

 We're not alone on the shelf. God promises to be with us, and never fail us.  Not only does God never fail us, He's not even able to fail us!!! Failing is one thing God isn't able to do.  His love never fails. He wants us to just chill and rest in the promise that He's God and we're not.  Whew!! Seriously, isn't that a relief??  Enjoy the shelf!!

Often God has the daunting task of encouraging me to remain on the shelf.  He asks me to gently let go of my desire to jump down and fix what isn't mine to fix.  The scripture comes to mind:  "Set a guard over my mouth, Lord; keep watch over the door of my lips" Ps 141:3.  😉 And of course "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and don't lean on your own understanding".  Prov 3:5.  I would paraphrase the last part to say "don't even begin to expect to understand".  Just trust Him.  Just. Trust.  Him. 

So in regards to my personal shelf life there's really only one pressing concern that I have.  I want to finish well.  That would be the one thing that might keep me awake at night from time to time.  Praying that God would keep me from becoming a grouchy bitter cynical old person who gets left alone on the shelf because no one can bear the thought of being around me.  Praying that my testimony for Jesus would never be negated and erased because of a whiny, sour, negative attitude.  That would be the greatest tragedy I could imagine.  

It occurs to me, though, that even if grouchy, bitter, cynical does appear at some point, we can still finish well.  Confession is always a good thing. Forgiveness and redemption and amazing grace is always promised to every one of us.  We're not finished until.... we're stepping across the threshold of heaven and into the arms of Jesus who will say,  "Well done, good and faithful one, come on in and I'll complete the plan I had in mind for you when I created you."  

The other day in my morning devotions I read from Our Daily Bread something that brought me hope and I want to share it with you:

"If through contented and cheerful old age we show others the fullness and deepness of God, we'll be useful to the end of our days.  Old age does not have to focus on declining health, pining over what once was.  It can also be full of tranquility and mirth and courage and kindness, the fruit of those who have grown old with God."  (written by David Roper).  

We can finish well

Ps 92: 13-14 "Those who are planted in the house of the Lord....shall still bear fruit in old age; they shall be fresh and flourishing".